Shadowy theme *-*

It has been forever since the last time I wrote . I’ve said that for many times , didn’t I ?

Rsrs , There’s been a lots of problems about something lately. That ‘something’ is more complicated than you can guess, it is beyond your imagination , and I can’t tell what it is in here, it’s too personal .

But of something I’m sure of : I won’t give up , It isn’t fair for myself and to who I love the most .

I think I have not much time to enjoy in Brazil , since I’m going back , perhaps on February . All this time I had to enjoy here, and all It happened was trouble and more trouble . But it wasn’t my fault though . I’ve seen the worst of Brazil, not the best , that’s’ why I’m a little upset. I’ll have to solve this all, to ignore some people , to outsmart the difficulties of my life and take advantage in a good way of every mistake, every sad sentiment , you know , have to find a way to have fun , to laugh. Even though I’d like to lock myself in my room to stay and wait for the time to come. That can be the easiest or the hardest thing at the same time.

I only hope that before I go back, those filthy and gross people realize that I , instead of spoiled and stupid, am only someone who’s here for the same purpose. Not better or worse, I’m normal, not in all aspects , but I am .

Sometimes I get brilliant ideas , but its always ridiculous and unusual for them :S

I am sure they underestimate the gravity of the upcoming events …

But that doesn’t stop me from doing what I want to do , I just makes me stronger.

It just makes me want to prove them wrong , and I will

Whatever it takes ! And if perhaps I fail,

I will rise again .

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By The way, yesterday I found a interesting article about one of my favorites authors :

Franz Kafka . The article it’s about a book of biography of his unique and strange personality and his life . Its has parts from Robert Crumb and writing of David Mairowitz. In the article, it also has a reflection of one of his creations : “ Metamorphosis “

I’ve read it, and I can tell you, its really nice , for those who like short fiction stories ,

:D